I am in this phase of discovering what I want. And I honestly have a great picture of what I want my next 5 years to look like but I’m impatient. I yearn for this great end result but I don’t like waiting to achieve it. I don’t like suffering in the meantime while anxiously yearning for what is to come.
So I’ve been trying to do the things I want to see come about more and more in my spare time. And it has been awesome. Awesome because I’ve been able to see a little bit more of what I am made for. Awesome because I’ve been able to start a journey toward a place I never thought possible.
But it is also frustrating because I can’t do more of it and for the first time, I wish my time opened up to do more of what I want to do because I’m actually doing it. I am actually using my time more toward what I wish to see come about and not earnestly wishing for more time so I can “start to work on my dreams”.
When I was in college, I complained about not having time to do all the things I loved but looking back, I had a ton of free time and yearn to get that again. I wasted a ton of time in college and I feel like I am making up for lost time now.
So my ramblin’ challenge for you today: Don’t take time for granted. Use it wisely because it will slip by and you will wonder where it has all gone. Don’t do what I did and yearn for something in emotions but not be responsive in use of time through actions.